98 pounds.

im sorry dietitian,i didn't want to eat any more. but i promised i'd try.

and i will. when i can.

i'm dating a varsity baseball player from another school.

i'm dating the artsy stoner at my school.

i'm hitting on one of the most popular guys i know and partying with him.

i can't seem to fix my c in math and it's bugging me.

and all in the same i'm getting sucked into old habits.

freedom,come back.

if i cry,will you come back?

According to my mum and sister,I wake up nightly screaming.

The biggest issue is probably the fact that I can't recall this,nor why I did it.

I'm down another pound,but so far from anything.......

i feel absolutely whiny.

but to be quite honest misery looks company,

and i am one damn miserable person.

tea & tears.

well,i guess i just got myself into another relationship,let's do this..jose.

i'm -2 pounds.

but thats nothing..

Let yourself free,let yourself go.

I feel like crap today. I'm failing one of my classes because I turned a homework assignment in late yesterday. I really want to go swimming and can't and I weigh as much as a cow. Oh & I have to go back to eating gluten free because I'm having horrible stomach problems.

On the brightside I did better at my meet last night.